Kayla-Ful

2009-09-21T18:02:00.000+08:00

Blog Shifted Because Of You

2009-09-19T14:32:00.004+08:00

Moved Away

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Chocolate Prata + Ice Milo

2009-09-19T00:53:00.004+08:00

Thankyou Shree for making me feel better (:

Now all I need is

J.Co Yogurt and that sweet boy's smile

Losing Grip

2009-09-18T13:48:00.003+08:00

Fuck. I. Am. Fucking. Pissed.

Dont. Fucking. Read. This. If. You. Dont. Want. To.

Use. Of. Coarse. Language.

Plus. Its. Just. A. Fucking. Waste. Of. Your. Time.

Anyway. I. Just. Need. To. Let. This. Out.

If. Not. My. Fucking. Head.

Will. Blow. Into.

Little. Fucking. Tiny. Pieces.

Now. Please. Fuck. Off.

You say you know but you dont fucking know okay! If you wanna know anything, fucking come straight to my face and ask me. Slap me if I dont answer you. Seriously, you're making my life way fucking complicated. All the fucked up shit started to happen all because you booked that fucking trip without clarifying the dates of my competition. Well fuck you for not asking me, your fuckedup daughter! You'll rather believe some jackass than talk to me huh? Well thats the shit you're portraying to me right now! You say you cannot talk to me cause I never want to talk, WELL have you ever tried!? Ive been talking to you all the shitass fucked up problems I have with the dam school BUT do you listen? Really, DO YOU OR NOT?! If you do and YET all you can do is Fuck it up even more for me, then WELL DONE. You say you care, care what? Care for me? Or care for your convenience? You think I dont hurt when I heard that the Fucking trip to Japan is cancelled? You THINK I DONT FEEL THE FUCKING PAIN IN MY HEART HUH!?! Well fuck you I do OKAY!? And it seems like you dont fucking understand me anymore. I dont even know what the fuck it is you want from me anymore. If you really care as much as you say you do, you wouldnt make my life more difficult than it is now. You wouldnt take away the one important thing in my life right now, Floorball. You dont know how hard I work to get into the dam team. And you, sitting in your fucking office chair, saying you wanna take me out of floorball because you're not happy about me coming home late at night? Wtfuck are you trying to pull here? I am NOT THE ONLY ONE TRAINING YOU KNOW? There are also other kids training and I dont see WHY their mothers are not complaining as much as you are. You're not some big shot and this is not sports school anymore okay? They dont care about your NEEDS as much as sport school does. Thats why they made you cancel the fucking trip so that I can run for them in IVP. Right?! See?! They dont give a shit about your needs! They dont care how much you spent on booking the trip. THEY DONT EFFING CARE UNDERSTAND!?!? Saying you wanna take me out of floorball, so goddam easily. And you say you care? Seriously, do you? I guess you dont huh? And it's not that I dont wanna talk to you okay? I do and I did, it's just certain issues I dont like having to bring them home and making you, my parents, stress out. I know you're worried but I know I can handle this, so dont worry and please, please please, talk to me before you do anything.

Picture Taste And Feel

2009-09-18T01:31:00.003+08:00

Oh gee

Baby if they ask me.
I would say I don't even know your name.
And when they ask me:
Does it change?
'No it don't change a thing.

Cause it's something about the way you look at me.
and it's something about the way you think you know me.
that I can't explain enough.'

It's Just Something.

(L)

2009-09-17T23:47:00.003+08:00

Boy you make my heart skip a beat

Do you remember the times your heart skip a beat when a cute/hot guy/girl smiles at you? Hahaha. Well today, I had more than one smile. Thankyou cause YOU made my day. Heeeeeeeeee (: Whenever I think about it, I tend to smile/laugh. Gosh I feel so dumb cause this old man caught me smiling to myself. Gaaaaaaah! Hahahaha. I barely know him, wait! I dont even know him!! All I know is that he has the cutest smile everrr. And he waved bye-bye to me. And he made me smile. And he ___. (: *smiles widely* Hahahaha. Kaaay fine its nothing to yall but to me.. Awwwwwwh *melts* I only have a faint image of his smile left in my head. Mummy I wanna see him again, can?

Focus Baby Focus

2009-09-17T00:23:00.005+08:00

Hello jello me readers (:

We won we won yo! Yay us! Hahaha. Score is 10 to 5. Not impressive BUT great work girls! Nyeahahaha. So jyeah I got my supp paper at 2.30 tmr. Gosh CKT just kills the shit outta me. Needa study more in the morning later. Oh anyways, I bumped into Faris Chase just now while waiting for bus 23. Hahaha. Then later on, I bumped into Ash Muammar when I was in bus 125. Hahaha. Kay as you can see, I have nothing to blog about alrdy. Hahaha, these bumping incidents like not needed to say but what the heck right? Heeee. So now Im tired and pooofed out. Got to go now(: Nights Zights Sleep Tights. Kayy lame. Bye.

Roman Catholic Bells Are Ringing

2009-09-16T00:24:00.005+08:00

AAAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH (Y)

in case you're dumb, Im the littlest one with the darkest skin colour (:

Gosh today has been tiring G.B!! Oh for your info, G.B is equals to Giler Babi! Heeeeeeeeee (Y). So woke up at 8am, and headed to ToaPayoh stadium to train. Hahaha. Surprisingly not many people there in the morning. So jogged from my house all the way there and did sprinting workout. I was half-awake while jogging (: Almost crashed into some tree cause my eyes were half-closed. So after training, I could hear my legs cried for mercy. Hahaha. I think while I was sprinting, there were many people staring! For what?, I have no clueee. Weird cockadoos. Goodness, never see someone run so fast before huh?! Hahaha. Maybe they were shock to see me sprint, but there werent any buses in front on me. Tsk tsk these KiaSu aunties and uncles. ^^ Anywaysssss, I got home, slept for an hour, then started studying like cb. ): I hate studying. Urrgghh, Can someone invent a strategy in order for me to do well BUT not study? Can? Can? CAN??!?! I swear I'll loveeeeee the person till death. Okay fine not till death.... -_- But yeah you know what I mean (: so blah blah blaaaaah I dont wanna elaborate on the studying part. Waste my time. Teeeheee. I realised I didnt eat my lunch only when I was on my way for Floorball training-_- aaaaah heck it right? People fasting also never eat, so I shant complain like a monkey yeah? Heh heh heh. So Fball training was alrights, tiring BUT fun. Thanks to Nabilah, I had a donut to fill my tummy. Yuummyy! Nicest donut ever! If only I had A1's bubbletea to go along with it! Woaaaah that would be great! (: Okaaaaay. So today after Fball training, we had a really loooooooooong talk. I think thats the looooooooooongest talk ever! But it was, to me, quite good that we had that talk. We have lots to improve as a team and I really hope that we will do well for polite! Loveeee you Tp Wolves!!!! (Y) So anyways I got home at 12.30 manxzxzxz. Cabbed from Geylang, gaaaah waste my money ): Oh oh oh I have a Fball match against ITE Tamp tmr! I mean TODAY ( since it's pass 12am. -_- ) Heeeeee. And I needa study again): Should I train in the morning again? Lazy ah meeee. Heeeee. Will see my mood when I wake up. (: Anyways Takecare all! (: Will update soonxzxz. Lurps. HAHAHHAHA Gosh, I used the ah lian term~ Hahahaha. Nisa laaaaar, teach me one.

Oh anyways NISA!!! Thankyou for lending me the baju! (: I'll try it on tonight (: (: (:

ShheeeYeaUhhkk!

2009-09-15T14:41:00.001+08:00

" I’ve realized that if you’re always wanting and wishing for something more, you’re always going to get something less in return. "

BeatBox Kellin

2009-09-15T14:34:00.001+08:00

Taken from Amaluuuuuuuul (: He is awesome!

Want Is Need and Need Is Want. Right?

2009-09-13T23:59:00.002+08:00

Days has been rough as you can see.

I want to see the sun rise up.
I want to have chocolate mousse and vanilla ice-cream from Ikeaaaa.
I want to laugh out loud at the way old men run.
I want to tease people who commit fashion crimes.
I want to wear my spongebob boxers and kick up a fuss with my mum about how she brought the wrong size.
I want to have pancakes for breakfast tomorrow.
I want to pass my Circuit Analysis subject.
I want to go to Sentosa/Marina Barrage/Henderson Waves/Haji Lane/Changi Airport.
I want to stay out from home throughout the night.
I want to go to Antarctica and lick the ice there.
I want to have a movie marathon at the padang.
I want to sleep on the floor.
I want to bring my smile back.

Now change all the 'want to'(s) to 'need to'(s).

CrushCrushCrush 2,3,4!

2009-09-13T12:45:00.003+08:00

I got a lot to say to you, Yeah, I got a lot to say. I noticed your eyes are always glued to me, Keeping them here and it makes not sense at all. They taped over your mouth, Scribbled out the truth. With their lies, You little spies. Crush. Crush. Crush. Crush, crush. 2, 3, 4! Nothing compares to, A quiet evening alone. Just the one two, I was just counting on. That never happens,I guess I’m dreaming again. Let’s be more than, This.

If you want to play it like a game, Well, come on, come on, let’s play. Cuz I’d rather waste my life pretending,Then have to forget you for one whole minute. They taped over your mouth, Scribbled out the truth. With their lies, You little spies. Crush. Crush. Crush. Crush, crush. 2, 3, 4!

Nothing compares to, A quiet evening alone. Just the one two, I was just counting on. That never happens, I guess I’m dreaming again. Let’s be more than, This now!

Rock and roll, baby. Don’t you know that we’re all alone now, I need something to sing about. Rock and roll, Hey! Don’t you know baby, we’re all alone now, I need something to sing about. Rock and roll, Hey! Don’t you know, baby, we’re all alone now, Give me something to sing about.

Time Loss

2009-09-13T02:50:00.002+08:00

If you got it all figured out,

then what's there to shout about?

You think you're always right? You think that Im the bad guy? You think that I dont give a dam about you? Well guess again. If I dont give a dam, I wouldnt have cancel my long-booked appointment just to spend the morning with you! If I dont give a dam, I wouldnt even have bothered if you gave me a text or not? If I dont give a dam, do you think that I would let this thing bother me? Well obviously you dont know me long enough so dont go judging. I dont care if you only had one or two or 5 billion girlfriends after me. Seriously I. Dont. Give. A. Shit. Oh hell yeah it was touching at first. But then again, I thought to myself, what the eff? You were drunk when you pop the question. And you didnt even ask nicely. Trust me, from my experience, though we had a long relationship last time, you're the worse patch-up'er ever. I kinda felt that you were super desperate and you just wanted someone to love you. Well love starts with trust. If you dont trust the person, how the shittyass hell are you gonna love the person. By all means you can try, but it'll NEVER last. Boy you dont even know the basics. So dont you dare come to my face and say all this bullshiate? Trust me, I will smack you sober. I feel like sucha fool, I knew exactly what Im getting myself into, yet I simply dug myself a grave by giving it one more day. Really, you're effing temperamental. What's wrong with you? You're not the one having the period, I am, so you better not mess with me now. Oh holy cow, you already did. You're such a waste of my time, period. Now it's my turn to ask you, what are YOU trying to pull off here, D?

God

2009-09-13T00:55:00.003+08:00

AWE

:(

2009-09-12T02:09:00.002+08:00

RUN

Verge Of _

2009-09-11T23:58:00.001+08:00

Confused. Need Help. Anyone? Sighs. Dont bother. It's just too deep. Now go away and Leave me alone....

KILL ME NOW

2009-09-10T13:26:00.005+08:00

AHHH IM SO FRUSTRATED! SERIOUSLY! KNOWWWW WHY? CAUSE THE DAM SERVER FOR THE RESULTS IS TAKING SO DAM EFFING LONG TO LOAD. IM GOING OUT OF MY HEAD JUST TO GET THE EFFING RESULTS! JUST GIVE IT TO ME ALRDY SO THAT I CAN DECIDE HOW TO SPENT MY DAY TODAY! IF I GET GOOD RESULTS, I'LL PARTYAYE LIKE A ROCK STAR. IF I GET AVERAGE RESULTS, I'LL PARTY LIKE A MINI COOPER STAR. BUT IF I GET SHITTY RESULTS, I'LL NEED TO BUCK UP AND STUDY FOR MY SUB-PAPER. GOSSSSH JUST SMASH THE RESULTS IN MY FACE NOW. YES RIGHT NOW NOW NOW NOW!!!! PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU INTERNET! YOU MAKING ME GO BONKERS JUST WAITING IN MY CHAIR FOR YOU TO LOAD AND SHOW ME THOSE LETTERS. MAMAMIAAAAAA I CANT TAKE THIS SUSPENSE ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEE! I SWEAR IT'S KILLING ME!!!!

I Dig This Shiate!

2009-09-09T23:50:00.001+08:00

WHOOOOP WHOOOOP! FEMALE SKATERS~~~~

A Friend Indeed

2009-09-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

GreenBull Gives You Smiles On A Rainy Day~

2009-09-09T00:40:00.004+08:00

Shuuuuddup~ I know what you're thinking when you saw this photo! You must be thinking... 'Waalaooweiii, why this girl wanna step hippie-hippo siaaa?!' Right right rigggggggght?!??! Hahahah.

Okaaaay dont mind me. I had a little too many cans of RedBull just now. For starters, I dont even drink RedBull or BlueBull or PurpleBull. But if it was GreenBull, I might reconsider (Y). ANYHOOO, today was my first time. Teeeheeee!! Like as if it's such a big deal huh!? Tsk.. who cares if I drank RedBull or NOT?! WHO TELL ME WHO!? Alrights Im going off topic! Anyways! I drank 4 cans. Heh heh heh!

Oh and about the match against NTU, ): we lost ): BUT!!!!! That doesnt mean we suck OKAY! They were a really strong team AND we didnt have our FULL FORCE with us. Soooo I conclude, we couldve done better. This means more stick training and better footwork. Jyeah! Go TEAM Go!

Haiyaaaaa yknow what?! I got home so dam bloody late and I have to leave so dam bloody early tmr morning! Cause of whatttt? Track training. No Im not whining okaaaay!? It's just that.. I wanna sleep more! (: I love my bed (L) Love it so much! If my bed's name is Ryan, (and if it's pronounced RIIIII-YAAAN) I would marry it. Then we can have more little mattresses and name them Ryan, Ian, Chase. Yes I want baby boy mattresses. I mean... Baby boys. Yes. Okays! As you can see from the above convo, it is purely my retarded side. Not the ENTIRE MUA. (Y)

So now what? Erm.. Lemme tell you what Im up to tmr okaaaay? Meeting Divya and Amanda at 9 at Causeway point. That means I have to wake up at 7.30am. Which means that I would only have less that 7 hours of sleep. (time check- 1am) Goshh! Kay me ish belly tiredxzxz siolzxzx! Tralalallaaaazxzx. Toodlezxzxz(:

Pasteurized And Homogenized

2009-09-08T13:42:00.003+08:00

Hahahaha.

Hello Readers. I need new songs to add to my itunes cause me getting sick of me playlists. So I found these on youtube. I dont know what draws me to these weird songs but jyeah, definately not those I would listen to normally. BUT! I think they're awesome possom though most of them are old school.

1. She dont wanna man - Ashar Roth feat. Keri Hilson

2. Across the World - Pitbull Feat BoB

3. Bitter Heart - Zee Avi (L)

4. Sugar Rush - Cash Cash

5. What Is Happening - Alphabeat

6. Knock You Down - Keri Hilson

7. Hopeless - KT Tunstall

8. Secret Admirer - Mocca

9. Shine - The Morning Of

10. Here Comes The Sun - Beatles

11. Razorblade Limeade - Evan Taubenfeld (L)

12. Plays Pretty For Baby - Saosin (L)

13. Come On Eileen - Save Ferris (HAHAHA)

14. Coin Operated Boy - The Dresden Dolls (Okay warning this is a really weird shitty song)

15. A Million Ways To Be Cruel - Ok Go CLICK HERE PLEASE

16. An Honest Mistake - The Bravery

17. Our Song - Taylor Swift

18. Audiocean SONGS

19. Saosin ENTIRE ALBUM

20. Paramore ENTIRE ALBUM

Okay.. I gotta go prepare for my match alrdy (: Takecare all! And yeah, hope you like the songs. Teeeheee. Till whenever! Mwaaah.

'You Breathe Oxygen Too? Gosh We Have So Much In Common.'

2009-09-07T22:11:00.004+08:00

Hey All. I know my face there very berry ugly but live with it okaaaaay? Cause Ive lived with yours.. Waaaahahaha Im so mean. Heh! Anyways, as I said in my previous post.. I'll update tonight. So Here I am. Now. Quit. Whining. (Y)

Kaaaay Ive been going to Ikea many wany times with Divyashree d/o C Balakrishnan. God knows why we've been going there these few days. Hahaha. But yeah Ikea is always full of surprises. Anyways we went there for lunch today. Seriously, Go try ikea's lunch! It's really reaaaally good. I mean not only the food is different, the whole ambience of the place is overwhelming. I love it! Gonna eat there again soon, and maybe this time, I'll try to finish my food. Heeee(:

AAAAAAAAAAH I MISS MY FRIENDS! ALL OF THEM!! ): Im gonna list them all! In no particular order okaaay (:

Piriyah Noreen Divya Amanda Mariam Jannah Melody Ira Fudin Jamie Dom Malcom Shaun Haiqal ZullyWully Syamimz Hafir Bobby Aziz Amalul Izzat Kosol Willy ZullyMalto YanSanchez Sarah HilaryJane Raziz Ilyas Afiq Zayd Liangwei Habibah Gina Nabilah Tyra Sakinah Brittanie Shanti MrPedro MsChan DrValerie Yayat Ayie Nisa Huishan Nury Syahidah Joel Aiden QiuYun Shermaine WeeKiat ..... Im blanking out .... Kay and MANY MORE.

Oh Fyi I gotta sleep now cause Ive got a Fball match at NTU tmr at 7 plus. Anyone care to tell me how to get there??? Anyoneeeee?

Gotchaaaaaaaaaa

2009-09-07T11:08:00.002+08:00

Oh oh this is really cute. And seriously, tilt ye screen back. You'll see what I mean. Anyhooo, Im going to Ikea with Shree today. Gotta have lunch there and yes, buy a pot for mummy. Hmm I promise okkaaay that I will update tonight. Jyeah. Promise *hooks finger with screen* (L) Takecare Muffins. (:

Here Comes A New Tomorrow

2009-09-04T02:11:00.002+08:00

August is over.

it's over it's over it's over

Here's to September,

May September be better..

"Sometimes you have to run away

so you can see who will run after you.

Sometimes you have to talk quieter,

just to see who's actually listening.

Sometimes you have to take a step back,

just to see who's still standing by your side.

Sometimes you have to make a wrong decision,

just to see who's there when it all falls down.

Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love,

just to see if they love you enough to come back"

Fly Away

2009-09-03T23:17:00.004+08:00

Goodbye ma brothaa from anothaa mothaa, aka Jamie Ross Coates.

Gosh I'll miss the times we spent chasing each other, spanking asses and making fun of bubbletea aunties. Oh yes that memory will be kept! Land safely and dont be a father too soon aight? You know what I mean. Heh heh!

Anyways, after sending Jamie off at the T3 on Wednesday, we headed on to Mariam's crib. We, as in Amanda Divya and I. Yeaaah we went there to chillax and catch up with her. Heee. Yes it was fun meeting ROHANA again. Hahaha. Sorry Mari! Oh oh after sleeping at her crib for awhile, we went to Ikea and Giant. Hahaha. Swear that I was making lots of noise. Heh heh heh! Okaaaaay so ikea was waaaay fun! Oh thankyou Mari for inviting us. So after that, went back to Sports Schoool for training. Jyeah training. Heeeee. We had gym, Great! Now my muscles are arching more than ever. Ohwell.

Wheeeee. Know what I did todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay? I went to Marina Barrage. Ho ho ho! To fly kitey! Heeeeeeee. Oh oh at first we couldnt get our kite up and flying. Super demoralising, really! Cause there were a few kites up in the sky and they were so prettyayee, then I look on the grass and there the kite was, just laying there. Hahahah. So after A FEW trys,

We made it fly up to the sky! Look! It's above the buildings. Cheychey! Heh!! All thanks to the Magnificient Kite-Flyer Divya, Assistant Amanda and Supporter Kayla Kemoly (: Jyeah! Ayeee without me, we wouldve went home and threw that stupid kite away okaaaay? Nolaaa Just kidding :)

Beautiful Night with Beautifooool perple.
Geeee.
Thanks girls.

Just Like A Tattoo

2009-09-02T22:14:00.004+08:00

And she finally gave up. She dropped the fake smile as a tear ran down her cheek, she whispered to herself “I can’t do this anymore”.

They say that time can only help you or destroy you. I, on the other hand have been have experienced both the sides on the coin of time. “Time heals all wounds”, which is sometimes true. Whenever I am completely frustrated or discouraged beyond belief, I know with a little time and space everything will be okay again. Time makes you older, because it has to. It makes you wiser too. However time also changes people and it is not always for the better. The only thing I can do now is leave you alone. I’ll be leaving soon and it will only be a matter of time before you move on and forget all about me): I would like to thank you for all the memories we shared, both bitter and sweet. Yes no matter what, I'll always here for you, just like you'll be there for me. I know things between us didnt work out as I thought it would, I sincerely hope you and her would sort things out quickly. Love is hard to find, and when you found someone who truely loves you for who you are, hold on to him/her. Cause you'll never know when another one will show.

The Typist, Audiocean

2009-08-31T00:30:00.002+08:00

"You know I'd fall for you,

You know you want me to,...

And I just cannot hide."

Lost Within

2009-08-31T00:16:00.002+08:00

" The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when Sad tries to bite its lip, not cry and smile saying, “No, I’m happy for you ”

That’s when it’s really sad.

King Curtis

2009-08-30T23:28:00.004+08:00

" Bacon is good for me!" - from an episode of the show ‘Wife Swap’ on ABC.

You should never come between a chubby kid and his bacon.

Happy Teachers Day In Advance

2009-08-28T23:34:00.004+08:00

Happy much?

Okaaaaay so hello there readers. I know I havent been blogging much about my life these few days. Heee. Oh fyi; my exams are overrrr (: Hiphiphurraaaaay! Like finally, the time has come for me to go shopping, have late nights with friends and relax my ass off. Hahaha. You can say that Ive been awaiting this moment every since school started. Heeeee; well what can I say? 'Once a slacker, Always a slacker.' Hahahah. Oh but wait! I can proudly say that I really did work hard for my exams yknow? First time in my life. I think I worked harder for these exams as compared to my Os. Hohoho. No wonder my results of Os are like that.. Anyhoo, I really really hope I dont have otake the sub paper. Seriously if I have to, Man.. my holidays will be shortened ):

Aight so skip that, I aint gonna think about failing. Lets be waaaaay positive and think about passing with beautiful colours. Yuuup! So ever since exams are OVER, life for me has been pretty sweet. Heeee. With holidays around, I can meet up with my beautifoooool friends anytime, anywhere; provided my mother is in a good mood uh. :P

So lets see, I went to school on thursday. Met Zul, Hafir, Mimz, Kosol, Willy, Yan, ZullyMalto, Andrew Bobbylepussykum, and Jane(: (Y) Jyeah. We were supposed head to Mimzy's house, where there is a skatepark cause we wanted to skate! However, god started to cry. So heavy rain till I dont know when! Haha. End up, we went to the library to chill. After that, we headed to amphitheatre area to skate. Hahaha. Zully Malto and Willy showed us some maddog skills. It was waaaaay cool, I swear (Y). Anyhoo, time passed and we, the pack of hungry bangala(s) were hungry. Took us QUITE awhile to choose a place. Finally, we ended up in TampOne's Macds. Oh oh at Macd's, there was 2 amusing things that happened. Hahaha.

^.^

Amusing Shitzxzx #1 : There was this girl who wore a skirt. And she sits with her legs wide open as if she is welcoming customers to buy teh tarik from her shop or something. Well, imagine that. Gosh, mother never teach her how to sit ah! But waaaay funny!

^.^ ^.^

Amusing Shitzxzx #2 : HAHHAHA. Kaaaay. Yknow how sometimes you push the door instead of pull, EVEN when it is clearly stated on the door panal to PULL. Hahaha. Yesh highly entertaining seeing all the ninkenpoops trying to do so. You should try it.

Friday was wonderful. Shall update again tmr about Friday wokay? Btw, Happy Staff Day to all the teachers in Singapore Sports School. (L)

Why Aint It True?

2009-08-28T01:42:00.001+08:00

I say: "It’s called falling in love for a reason – because, inevitably, you crashed at the bottom."

Reality Tv

2009-08-28T00:22:00.003+08:00

Interpretation Number #1

Situation: For me to know and you to

never find out.

(Y)

The very first time, was because I was innocent.

The second time, I was naive.

The third time, was just plain stupid.

Interpretation Number #2

Situation: Same ol' same ol'

(Y)

The first time, is definately accidental

The second time, maybe things were inevitable

And the third time, coincidence or fated?

You decide.

OverFlow

2009-08-27T02:33:00.001+08:00

"Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them"

Happiness Is Like Thin Ice.

2009-08-26T20:05:00.002+08:00

Last night was pretty.

I read back all the messages I received since I dont know when.

There were countless that made me laugh so hard,

and unsurprisingly,

The ones that made me smile throughout the night were all from

the same person.

I dont know about you but I definately treasured you alot alot alottttt

But I guess things are so different now

and we arent even talking much no more.

Im not even sure if youre still the same person.

Oh anyways,

Im going to skate tmr.

*insert smiley face*

muddafker

2009-08-25T23:29:00.003+08:00

Oh Hell Yeah

Exams Paxams Naxams. Sheeesh!

2009-08-25T00:40:00.003+08:00

One down, Two to go.

Empty As A Milk Bottle

2009-08-22T18:05:00.001+08:00

is a one way road;

with two routes

Joyce And The Boys

2009-08-22T01:08:00.000+08:00

am proud

Losing Myself Along The Way

2009-08-21T13:47:00.004+08:00

I miss ___

You ___ know how ___ to be ___

Maybe these __ arent ___

Im __ we will ___ if __

Imagine what will __ knowing __

I wish __

Now ____ and do this for me.

Sing Me A Sweet Lullaby

Tell Me About It

2009-08-21T13:09:00.000+08:00

am studying

What what whaaaat~

2009-08-21T00:19:00.001+08:00

am confused.

Take Me Away

2009-08-20T01:43:00.003+08:00

My mind is elsewhere

Escaping into it’s own world of thoughts and ideas

Over the years, this area of the brain has become my hiding place

A place where even the most brutal reality has no power

Did I ever mentioned I aspire to be an origami pro..?

Folding a green elephant with my eyes shut

Like cool only

Benny & Zoe!

2009-08-17T23:41:00.005+08:00

Hi Cupcakes. Lemme introduce you to my long-time godbruddarr from primany school. Jyeah. He's name is Benjamin Daud Rowe. And his ol' so adorable lil sister's name is Zoe Rowe Tien Le. Awesome Possum or whuuut? I swear his sister has the cutest lil nose everrrr. Just look at it! ^^V Teeny weeny nose or whuuuuut! Heeeee. Anyways, I told him that I would blog about him and his sister today. But after so long, I still cant think of what to type. So this is what he told me...

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HAHAHAHAHHAHA (: So Ben aka Hotstuff, when we wanna go out?
Next week set?

Just look at her! Adorable like bubble like marble
like neeble like SWEET!

Ben, your hair's long man! I just realised.

Anyways, I would like to meet ye sister!

Can can can can can can can can can

can can can can can can can can Can?

Im loving this photo! Got side view of her sweet lil nose! Hahahaha. Ben your nose why different from ye sister's? Hahaha. Your's like besar abit. Hahahahah! Just Kidding! (: Oh good luck for ye interview! And see ya soon!

Nights now !

Fakie

2009-08-15T00:46:00.002+08:00

Though words were left unspoken, I know things between us have change.

Heeee. I watched Orphan with The Awesome Possom people today! Lemme name them all, Amalul, Sarah, Ridzwan, Faiz, Faris, Bobby, Syamim and Izzabella (Izzat & Nabilah) Hahahahhaa! Thank guys for the wonderful screaming experience (:

Check This Outs.

Sayangkuuuuuuu

2009-08-13T23:48:00.002+08:00

You,

you're like driving on a Sunday

You,

you're like taking off on Monday

You,

you're like a dream

A dream come true

was just a face you never noticed

and I,

I'm just trying to be honest with myself

With you

With the world

You might think that I'm a fool for falling over you

So tell me what can I do to prove to you

That its not so hard to do

Give love a try one more time

Cause you know that I'm on your side

Give love a try, one more time

Rush Hour

2009-08-13T23:08:00.003+08:00

Olaaa people.

Actually Im feeling berry lazyzx to update my bloggy.

Fast game ahhh. (:

Anyways school starts at 9 tomorrow. O.m.g. Gotta wake up so goddam bloody early please. Plus plus plus, I have to tahan standing in the bus with all the other students and adults rushing to wherever they have to be. -.-'' Kaaay I mustn't whine cause I aint the only one. Buuuuuuut still.. (: Hahaha. Rush Hour Mornings just arent my kinda thang jyeah?

Exams are coming a week after next week. Goshhh, I just realised how much I not know about Circuit Analysis. Nabuwei laaa, need to mug like taik. Imma bet my last dollar that I'll fail Circuit Analysis, jyeah no doubt about it. Buuuut I wont fail without a fight. So may the force be with me and my brain when Im face to face with my Greatest Enemy.

Okay laaa I is berry tired alrdyxz.

Peaces Pototo Wedges.

2009-08-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

Im sticking with you cause Im made out of glue. And anything that you might do, Im gonna do too. I'll do anything for you, anything you want me to. If you really want me to, I might(:

Awwwwh so sweet please. Heeeeee.

Today is Tuesday. Exams are coming in like 2 weeks. Mugging I will. Wish me luck okay?

Oh, & I didnt study much today. *Bluek* I played soccer. Heeeee (: K thats all. Nights lovelies.

Strawberry Me With Everything

2009-08-10T23:34:00.003+08:00

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Touch My Heart

2009-08-10T03:09:00.001+08:00

Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And you, my friend, will see
You've got a friend in me

Happy 44th Birthday Singapore

2009-08-09T23:30:00.000+08:00

Marina Barrage is brilliant! Thats how I spent my National Day. Alrights lets start from the beginning of my awesome possum day(:

10:00am; I was up and awake doing my revision for Engine Math and Circuit Analysis. Breakfast was 2 nutella bread and a cup of ice cold 100 plus. Hahaha. 100 plus in the morning? Jyeah I suppose. Anyways I studied till ..

2:00pm; ... Yeah long hours of studying heh? Hahaha. Im glad I did so. At least I work hard before I party. I wanted to head down to the museum to watch Smoovie perform, but then had a change of plans. Awwwh sorry dude(: I owe you one.. Heeee. :D

4:40pm; Gave Amanda and Shree a text soon after to meet at Cityhall.

6:15pm; Met Shree beforehand and then headed down to Cityhall. The place was super packed with red-shirted people. I didnt know that there were SO MANY patriotic Singaporeans around. Nyeahahha! Anyways waited for Amanda cause she said she was gonna be late.

7:00pm; Took the train to Raffles Place cause Shree said that the chartered bus will be there. Hahaha. Funny thing was, the chartered bus wasnt there. It was at Marina Bay instead -_-'' If we didnt approached the policeman, I think we'll never know. Hahahaha! So silly us took the train yet again and headed down to Marina Bay. This time, we got the right stop.

7:25pm; Heeee. As usual, the kiasu Singaporeans will already be waiting at the chartered bus queue. However, they were at the wrong queue, and Silly us waited along with them. Hahaha. Wth right?

7:40pm; So after awhile, We decided to walk to Marina Barrage. Hahahah! Yes walk! My oh my, I think we walked around a distance of 5km. No kidding, it was very far away!! Halfway while walking, we saw the fireworks. A magnificient scene I must say. Those who were able to capture the photos, Brovo! Hahahah.

8:30pm; We arrived at Marina Barrage! Whoop whoop! Had ice cream yo! Hahaha. Shiok shiok. So we walked all the way up the the prettiest top and took beautifoool pictures. Heee. Photos will be up at facebuku facebuku wokay!! Heeee.

9:30pm; Headed back by the bus. Hahaha. We thought the last bus was at 9pm according to Shree, but surprisingly, 9:30pm still got bus! Whoooo! No need to walk back. I swear I would have crashed and burn if I had to walk all the way back again. Gaaaah. The thought of it just gives me blisters on my ankle. Hahaha.

9:45pm; Took the train back to Cityhall, and ate supper at Toastbox. Hahaha. Talk talk talk laugh laugh laugh.

Wheee. I had a fun fun day girls. Thankyou for ye company (:

Gratitude

2009-08-07T00:37:00.002+08:00

Dear Shree, thankyou for listening to me and making me feel better. I really really appreciate it (: You always know what to say huh? Hahaha. I'll call you soon to go on study dates aight? I really need to study. Heh! You know I knoww.. Heeee. Anyways! I'll see ya around babe! :D Mwaaah!

Dear Sarah, lunch date with ye at Macd was fantastic. Haha. And whenever you need someone to listen, you know Im here aight? Hahaha. Oh oh btw, YOUR BBQ WAS AWESOME !!! A'aah siollll. Hahahaha. Aiyoyoyo, we should stop saying that.. HEH!! (: Love love you!

Dear Syamim Ajmal, Thankyou for taking time to listen to me and my nonsense (: Hahaha. I'll always remember you and ye c____ lines. Hahaha!! You know I know! Heh! Anyways Im very thankful for you always being there for me jyeah?

Dear Smoovie Ayie, thankyou thankyou thankyou for the Cadbury song thingy! Hahaha. I loveeeeeee it! :D And and the other song you send me, it's nice! Anyways I might come see ye Silat Thingy later(: So cya later if I do!!! :D

Dear Bobby, Hahaha. You make me laugh. Hahahaha (:

Baby keep my heart beat beat beating, He's the soul reason I keep believing

2009-08-06T22:55:00.003+08:00

Mood : In melodious rhapsody.

Random thoughts : I've got a strange liking for the Cadbury Ad song -wriggles eyebrows vigorously-

Hahaha. My schedule has been waaaaay hectic lately. And soon it'll get worse cause exams are in 2 weeks time. *Screamssss* Luckily trainings will be suspended so I can concentrate more on my dam studies. Seriously, I really needa buck up. Anyone wanna study with me? Hahaha. At my void deck? Or at the empty Macd near my house? Hahahaha. K whaaatever it is, I really need to prove to those who look down on me, that I can do it! That I can cope with Both Fball and Track, and still do relatively well for my subjects. Curse you baboons who dont think I can make it. I'll show you..

Aiyayayaya! Okay I shouldnt think of those baboons. Make me angry only, worse.. make me sad. Gaaaah! Positive thinking girl. Prove them wrong.

Anyhoooo, Sorry for not updating much aight? Yeah so lets start.

So Monday I had school and training as usual. Did 10sets of 120m for Track.. Yes you arent seeing things. Thats TEN, 10 dam sets of 120m. Trust me, by the time I finish, I was glad to be alive. Ooooh thats when I got my ultra large blister too. ): All cause I had to wear my friend's spike shoes, and her shoes gave me blisters. ): Coach wasnt abit sympathetic towards my situation, well that's how I felt after she told me sternly to just put on a plaster and continue with the workout. Gaaah I swear I wanted to choke-slam her if I could. *Evil Laugh*

Tuesday Tuesday had school and training again. Hahaha. Dont act all surprised. See, that's my hectic schedule. Everytime got school.. Hahahaha! No no no I mean, Everytime got training. Teeheee. Kay so Fball training was Alrights. Ran fregging 5 rounds for warm-up under the scorching sun with my blistered ankle! It was okays uh. Hahaha. Was told that Saturday there's a game against SIM. Crappers. Im scared lar dey.

Wednesday Wednesday Wednesday had school at 9 please?!! Gosh, had to wake up waaaay early. Plus I had a late night. Grrr. I had my Engine Math Quiz and Circuit Analysis Lab Test. I think I almost fell asleep during the first period. Hahahaha. Ohhwell what can i say? Im sleepy whattt. Anyways for Track Training, we did slopes. Ohhhmannn, Im afraid of slopes right now. Hahahaha. Actually it wasnt THAT bad luhh. Heeeee. My legs were already wobbling even before I did the slopes.

Thursday IS OFFICIALLY the only day I have no training. (: I AM GLAD. Hahahah. Whooop whooop for a day of rest. Hahahha. But sad thing is I have class till 6 today. Gosh! I fell asleep in lecture. Teeheeeheeee. Then my idiotic friend kicked my chair.. _l_ I got a shock uh.. that's why. Hahahaha. Oh Oh I had chocolate prata for lunch! Wheeeee! (: While having lunch, Ajiz spotted a nenek riding a motorbike. Funny thing was when she made a turn, she wasnt looking up ahead. Instead, she was looking back. We were so dam afraid that THINGS were gonna happen to her. Luckily she turned back in time and drove off, safely. Hahahahha! During lab today, my Singing partner wasnt with my ): Booohoohooo. No singing with Zayd. Hope he gets well soon!! (:

Alrights that's all for the few days that I went missing from cyberworld. Hahaha. I gotta go sleep soooooooon. Ive got Digital Fundamentals' Lab test tmrrrrr (: Heeee! Excited or whaaaaaaaaat! Nights sweets!

Sentos Fentos Babyyy

2009-08-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

I love my Sunday.

The Sky Is Full Of Dreams, But You Dont Know How To Fly

2009-08-01T23:38:00.004+08:00

Freedom Writers was on HBO just now, and I feel that this is by far the best kind of reality-check/awakening-of-senses show Ive ever watched! Personally, I love love love it! Hahaha. I can watch it a gazillion times and not get sick of it. Okaaay maybe not a gazillion times but jyeah you know what I mean righttt(: Teeheee. Oh yes I do enjoy every second of the goddam show. You should watch it too ya ya ya?

Anyhoo, Fball training today was alrights(: Hahaha. I bought my skateboard to school today! Wanted to skate at bishan's new skate park after training, but the feeling feeling just wasnt there. Plus I ended pretty late. So instead of going to skate, I had dinner with team mates at KFC (: Oh I was in school very early, like around 11.50am when training was at 2. Why? Cause the guys were having a match against their alumni. Hahaha. Ogawa (captain) , wanted us to gain more experience by watching them play, so jyeah. Heee. So while watching the game, I was having The-Greatest-Chocolate-Cake-Ever baked by Aunty Carlyn, Maria's Mum. Ohh the chocolate cake has 2 layers! I think I ate almost 1 layer. Hahahhaa. No Im kidding. But yesss you can say I ate relatively much. Mhmmm! Hahaha. I swear, I love the cake. Thankyou Maria's Mum! We (team) Love youuuu & ye wonderful baked cake. (: (: (:

Hmm, I was wondering.. They say if you see only one star in the clear dark sky, you can make a wish. But before you do, you need to say/sing this verse.

'Star light Star bright

The only star I see tonight

I wish I may, I wish I might

Have this wish I wish tonight'

But maybe it was a satelite that I wished upon yesterday. Hahaha. Nothing is coming out from the wish I made, nothing. Or maybe wishes on a star just don't come true.. ? Hmm..

Okay Imma share something I wrote on 'My Book Of Thoughts And Random Original Songs'. Hahahaha yes I do have a book like that. Wanna see? I show you next time (: Kay so its a song I wrote. There really isnt a tune to it, but yeah just words. Hahaha. I tend to always start to write from the chorus cause its wayy wayyy easier that the verses. Hahaha. So Here goes:

You and Me

I need you

Just how can I move on w/o you

I love you

Oh baby, yes I do

Why don't we just hold on strong as long as can be

Wo ai ni

Forever just you and me

Before this song, I had...

BE MINE

it goes something like:

What Im feeling

I just cant describe

My heart is bursting

When you're by my side

I think of you every second every minute

You know I'm always here

Oh darling, I mean it

Ive always pictured you - only you and I

And I wish that I could say

Will you Be Mine

Ohhwell what can I say? Sometimes I get so bored that I do these kind of things. Yeah. *yawn* Gosh Im tired now (: Shall sleep soon. Teeeeheeee! The long awaited day is here! Sentosa! Here I come! Ohh man I cant wait to meet my sweet chumps! Nights All. xx

All I Needed Was A Call That Never Came.

2009-08-01T01:35:00.002+08:00

You’re a great friend and I can see that.

Hmm, maybe time is all we need.

I am determined to figure this out.

Oooh Snap!

2009-08-01T01:34:00.000+08:00

Print Screen With T.Piriyah (:

Hahaha. Anyways, I skipped training today (: Ive been very ill-disciplined. Really. I skipped training twice alrdy, and I know I'll do it again if I dont control myself. Hahaha, I sound like a wild animal. Heee here's what coach said to me, 'I know you aaah, I see your face already I know that you can be very wild and playful. Poly life, this is what you get, but just dont go overboard.' Hahahaha. Even by the looks of my face, she knows Im playful -_-' Wth. Ohhwell, what can I say? Its my nature. Hurhur.

Kaay lets keep that aside. So I went to have dinner with Piriyah and Amanda at Causeway today. Hahaha. Yeah skipped training to have dinner with my lovelies, Totally worth it! (: Anyways my class ended at 12. I didnt have any class after that but Amanda does, till 5 mind you. So yeah I waited till 5. I walked around the entire school, alone. Loner alert!!! Hahahah. Walked walked walked then finally settled around track area. I was doing my revision there. Yes revision! Hahaha. Unbelievable huh? Yeah same here. But after awhile I got really bored uh, so I started drawing. Teeeheee. I love what I drew.(:

Oh oh sidetracked abit. You know what?! While drawing, Axel Tan Yan Hao aka Twig freaking scared the shit out of me. I was super shocked, like as if I saw ghost like that. He almost screwed up my drawing uhhh. Grrr! Anyways talked for awhile before he headed off for his lecture. Oh great, now he's calling me fats. From trotters to fats. That's just so wonderful -_-'' It's like an upgrade. No wait.. It's the same aint it? Oh whateeever lur.

Soooooo where was I? Hmm, ahhaaa! Yade yade yade, I joined Engine SubComm, blah blah blahh, met Divya for lunch... Dooo doo dooo, time past so slowly, traalaalaa, Met Amanda at 5! Hahaha. Took a cab to Ssp cause Piriyah already finished training (time check - 4:39pm) Super fast la! So I told Amanda to take a cab. $24 exactly, thats what I paid for the journey from Tampines to Woodlands. Expensive like shlong pleasee. Heeee. Saw Team Pedro, and TokGH. Hahaha. Juniors, I love them! They hugged me tight. I felt loved! (: Hahaha.

Gahh. Kayy so dinner was wonderful (: I still cant wait cant wait for Sunday!(: Toodles now!

Swag It Up

2009-07-31T00:32:00.004+08:00

I walked across an empty land

I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Dear Virus

2009-07-30T22:36:00.002+08:00

Regarding, the time spent today. I'm relatively happy.

Today is the only day of the week whereby school ends at six and I have no training! Whoop whoop! Had lab work which was as usual hardcore. During Ckt Lab lesson, Zayd and I were nutbags! Seriously. Know why? Cause we were singing and laughing and joking around with the silliest jokes everrrr! Amazingly, within 2hours, we managed to finish our Lab Project and got them graded before 6pm. So after Lab, classmates and I went on our seperate ways!

Then Amanda called to meet Noreen and Ruben at some awesome place! Hahaha. I swear that place is a great hangout area for couples or friends. Hahaha. I was screaming my lungs out, with echos flowing all around the area. Heeee, I needed to scream aight?, thats why. Anyways, comforted Norber cause she got into some trouble with YH and Coach and her Parents. Whoa, Bad bad combination of people to get into trouble with. Hahaha. Hopefully everything will got well for her jyeah?

Im having a slight migraine, Im not feeling very expressive at the moment. So that explains the monotony in my recent posts. D: You'd be doing yourself a favour if you stopped dropping by my blog. There really isnt much to read anymore, is there?

From The Bottom Of My Sole

2009-07-29T14:05:00.003+08:00

I am somewhat tired

and and and sickkk,

physically

and and and and mentally.

Drained I sure am.

My nose is feeling like a leaking tap. Its like the mini waterfall at the pond outside TP's auditorium thingy. Its like the fountains at Marina Barrage, or Victoria Falls, or Niagara Falls, or Browne Falls, or Pu'uka'oku Falls.. Hmm whateverr Falls there is laaaaa. Bottomline is that my nose is really starting to get on my nerves!! -_-! And no amount of NTUC own-brand tissue can stop the copious amount of mucus from flowing.

): Im feeling miserable, that's why Im not in school today(: Heeeee! A day off from school IS kinda nice. Teeeheee! Also, I have a test today, which I didnt study for.. So skip la! Hahahaha. Wheeee. Thankyou Daddy for the germs. (: Okaaay fineeeeee. Truth be told, I overslept this morning. Hahahahahha! I told mummy that Im having a bad headache, which I do okay? Not lying! (: Sooooo anyhooo I went back to bed, woke up, and immediately felt revitalized.

And so here I am! On a mundane school morning, actually it's more of afternoon now. Trapped at home with nothing to do while everyone else is on the run and occupied by exciting school-related activities. Gaaah.

I'd rather read a book than blog, but I'd rather sleep than read a book. (Considering my headache) But the reason why Im blogging now is cause I just cannot sleep. I think its because the sunlight from the window blinds me. Or maybe bacause of the boring anticlimax of the book. Heee.

Kay as you can see, I have no idea what to blog about alrdy. Hahaha. Aight off to look song searching (: Till then readers.

Summer Fling Dont Mean A Thing

2009-07-27T23:56:00.002+08:00

Lemme tell you what, ignore the previous post. Dont Ask Okay? (: Anyways I am, *as stated above* so tired but I cant fall asleep. Why? Insomnia maybe? Naaah cant be it. I just, needa clear my mind. Today coach gave the talk to trackers, saying something about being in control of ye life and yade yade. Anyways the main point of her talk was to be able to cope with sports and studies. I feel like I can do it, IF I was ABIT MORE descipline. Jyeah like when Im free, I should study more and not sit at the couch watching endless hours of tveee. Gaah I know I know, I should put more effort on my studies, get my grades up. But it just so that whenever Im home, I cant study. There's so many distractions! There's The Gaint Tvee, The HP Laptop, The Sexy Bed, And My Adorable Puppy. You seeee. So many wonderful things to do other than study. Hmm, I needa go to my void deck, bring my skateboard along. Yeah so when I get bored, I'll skate. Hahaha. Yes that's what I'll start doing. Soon. Hahahahah! Oh gosh exams are nearing! Im excited yet afraid. Excited for the holidays actually. Heh Heh. Oh btw did I mention? I got into the Fball team (: Teeeeheeeee! Im so harrrrpeeeyyyyy (: Now I gotta juggle TWO sports and my crappy studies. Oh and one more thing, b_ys. Hahahha. K whateeeber! I shant get involve in this B word for awhile. I needa prioritise. Hurhur! (: Fuuuuhyooooo! I almost died lar just now during track training! Cause I was still having the Stupid Flu, I couldnt breathe through my nostrils. So it was very hard for me and I swear after the 3rd set, I was hyperventilating. Hahaha. Like some donkey yknowwww (: Ohhwell. I think I better sleep soon, If not tmr I cannot wake up. Heeee. Nights All (: Mwah.

Words Are Easy To Say, Action Seems To Be Stiff.

2009-07-26T23:05:00.004+08:00

in⋅fat⋅u⋅a⋅tion (in-fach-oo-ey-shuhn)

–noun

1. the state of being infatuated.

2. the act of infatuating.

3. foolish or all-absorbing passion or an instance of this:

a mere infatuation that will not last.

Maybe thats how I feel now, Idk but it seems that ____________. Help me? I guess you already knew about it huh? So I think I shall spare you the details. Well, Imy :(

Here To Stay

2009-07-25T14:21:00.002+08:00

Bored at home on a Saturday afternoon. Psheesh, my parents wont allow me to go for floorball training. Why? Cause Im still sick. Gaaaah I need to get well soon! If not Im gonna be restricted forever! Buhh. Soooo Anyways, while Im stuck at home, here's another one.

I miss you, I miss your smile

and I still shed a tear every once in a while

Even though it's different now,

you're still in here somewhere somehow

My heart just won't let you go,

and I need you to know

that I miss you so.

Drugs Do Wonders

2009-07-23T23:21:00.003+08:00

Life's a Bitch till you die. So fcuk the world.

Go, Get High.

Just A Little Faith, That's All I Need.

2009-07-21T20:58:00.003+08:00

Numb, that's all I can say :/

The Haunting In Connecticut

2009-07-20T17:22:00.003+08:00

1. to take pleasure in; find agreeable or congenial: We all liked the concert.
2. to regard with favor; have a kindly or friendly feeling for (a person, group, etc.); find attractive: His parents like me and I like them.
3. to wish or prefer: You can do exactly as you like while you are a guest here.

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I am sick, yes very sick matter a fact. Fever temperature of 39.7 degrees average. Terrified? You can bet on it. Didnt go to school today, got MC for either 2 days or a week. Ive got 2 MCs thats why. Anyways, parents were gobsmacked when they saw those faint digits on the thermometer early this morning. I seriously thought Ive contracted with H1N1. I felt like death was near. On my way to TanTockSeng, I had a sudden flashback of how I was before I fell so ill.

Flashback -

It was 10.30am, Sunday. Mother nagging at my ass to get out of bed, to move my aching body off so that she can change the sheets of my bed. I, stubborning said '11, 11 I'll move, just half-an-hour more please?' She, as stubborn as I am, said 'No, get off now!, I dont want you to dilly-dally! Get up and wash up!' I just laid still on my bed, not saying a word cause I know she'll never change her mind. Soon, the roof starts to shake. Mother was screaming at me, scolding me about my attitude towards everything. 'Sigh, I never knew she thought of me in that way.' Or do I really portray myself in that light, to let her presume that Im like that. I teared cause I dont know what to do. I didnt really bother much either cause all I needed then was sleep. Then it was 11. I got my sorry-ass off bed, nose-stuffed, ears blocked and muscles aching more than ever. I was sneezing the entire afternoon, from WaterLoo street to BukitPanjang. I felt immediately that something was wrong as while crossing the road, a little taste of Apple Tea went up my throat. Upon reaching grandma's house, I laid on the bed, shivering.

Hahaha. Like story telling aye? Anyhoo my fellow mates, no worries or what aight? My temperature has come to a rest at 37.3degrees now. (: Now it's just my appetite. Gahh I havent got any appetite, cause my tastebuds are weirding me out. But the thing is, Im very belly hungry! ): All that's in ma tummy now is water! Hmm I blog again soon. Gotta go look for some food!

Dear Gravity, You Held Me Down In This Starless City.

2009-07-20T13:53:00.003+08:00

There are some days when no matter what I say, it feels like I’m far away in another country & whoever is doing the translating has had far too much to drink.

Hab's TV

2009-07-18T13:06:00.003+08:00

Hello all you creatures :) Ive decided to give my floorball match a miss. You may be wondering why? Haha. Long story, really. Oh plus, muscles that I never knew exist, are all aching like a hell. Yeah Im having trouble even holding up my toothbrush. -_-'' I know I know, Im weak huh huh huh?! Heee. Im not weak luhh (: I tell you why okay? Cause......

On Wednesday's Track training, know what we did? D and I ran the entire bedok reservoir in 20 mins. That's 4.2km in 20mins, yes go do the math. Ohman! Tiring like crap I tell you. But I had tauhuey in my head all the while when I was running. I even made up a song for it. Oh gosh, sometimes I feel so retarded. Did I not mention, Ive been having Tauhuey cravings. It's like a must after every training session. Yes, but sadly 'After Trainings = After 10pm.' Jyeah so by the time Im done bathing and preparing to leave school, all the tauhuey stalls will be closed ): According to Axel's mum, she says Geylang has the best Tauhuey and the stall is always open till late. Duuuh cause it's geylang. All the prostitutes and gigolos and bangala workers like Tauhuey too. I mean, who doesnt right right right? Hahaha. 'So auntie, you're saying you want me to go geylang at night uh?' Hahahaha.

Anyways today is a Saturday. Yes a day where I can relax. My parents are away at Malaysia for the entire day and they wont be back till tomorrow. You know what they are doing there? Hahaha. You'll never guess it. It'll prolly be the last thing on ye minds. Haha. Kay I tell you, they're there to eat durians. Hahaha! Jyeah I know, weird. Cause, why go Malaysia to have durains when Singapore actually imports Malaysia's durians?!? Psheesh. Oh and guess whuttt?Daddy forgot to give me money for the weekend. Ohwell. Hmm if only I had a job heh? Then I wouldnt have to ask for money from my parents anymore. Hahaha. Axel told me go work with him O_O Yeah. He works as a food-runner, this means he brings the food to the customers. Oh crap, wouldnt that mean he's a waiter??, not food-runner. Hahaha. Shit my brain was suckish at that time when I typed food-runner. Pfftt, ANYHOOO! It's at Bukit Timah area, in some resturant where his dad works as a chef. Cool or what? Everyday got fab food cause he's daddy's a chef.

Im a happy gooober today! Heeee. Know why know why? Cause Im meeting my lovelies later on. Heeeeeee! Not all my lovelies will be there though. Only Piriyah, Noreen and Fudin. Haha. We'll be a cityhall watching the fireworks I think, according to fudin. Maybe have a fantabulous dinner too. (: Oh oh I cant wait.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HABIBAH HUNTER! I LOVE YOU GIRL!!! (: MWAH!

Randomcityness

2009-07-16T21:16:00.005+08:00

Random Thought :

When you chew on gum, do you spit ye gum? Or do you spit it back into the wrapper?

Random Concoction Of A Poem :

One of those times when flying away is equivalent to perfection.

One of those times when having wings is the only way to contentment.

But having wings takes so much more than Redbull, it seems.

And flying takes a lot more than having wings.

Random Message From Him :

Life's a bore without you around. It really is. Ive been missing you since the last time we talked. I cry all night just to get you out of my mind. Oh kayla. I miss you. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. Wtf.

Random Dirty Quotes From Axel :

Macdonald - Im Lovin It *raise eyebrows*

Nike - Just Do It.

Adidas - All Day I Dream About S*x. -_-!

OKAY NOW FOR THE ULTIMATE...

KFC - ???? Ha Ha Ha!

Random Usual Post :

Woke up and did the usual morning routine. Ate nutella bread accompanied with my chocolatey dutch milk. Wore my socks and started walking around the house. Shoes for footwear today cause I had lab. Electro Prototyping Lab was the Sex. Drillings and solderings and screwings and tearing of sticky tape was what Q905 did for 3 whole long hours! Wonderful I must say. Lunch was at Prata Paradise. Oh definately it was how it's stated. Chocolate Prata and Ice cold Milo. Paradise. Had class till 6, met D and headed home. Saw Syamim and texted him cause I havent met this monkey for a gazillion years. Or at least it felt like that. Got home, showered, ate dinner & here I am. Chatted with J, Z, & S. Currently watching Criminal Minds. Great show, good twist.

Random Tmr :

Ive got training at 5. Class ends at 12. What am I to do for 5 hours? Hmm, should I take a stroll at bedok resevoir and risk getting bites from puny insects?

Random Joke :

Kuku: Kaylaaaaa! I ask you uh! There are four fishes in a tank, then one fish die. Will the be more water in the tank, less water, or stay the same?

Me: got difference meh?

Kuku: i dont know, just answer k!

Me: hmmmmm... i dont know. ask someone else?

Kuku: noooo! i want to ask you! this is a joke!

Me: huh? this is a joke! hahahahaha i thought its some science question

& we started laughing.

Hahahaha.

Turns out the answer was _____________.

Go figure!:D

You Dont Really Want This, Really.

2009-07-12T17:19:00.003+08:00

I was chatting with this Kuku just now, Hahaha. He never fails to make me laugh. Seriously. We crapped about the lame-est things, laugh at the silliest jokes, and loves to annoy each other. Can never find another Kuku like you boy (: Hope you're doing well in ye schoolio! You are missed! Oh here's a part of the convo I cant stop laughing at.

Kuku: No cannot, you belong to me.
Me: Since when huh huh HUH!? Since when was I yours?
Kuku: Since the day I knew you laaaaa!!
Me: And when was that?? During your first 'Oi' text to me?
Kuku: No, when we added each other up. I actually find you annoying at first.
Me: Hahaha! I found you to be alil stuck up at times too. Heh!

So how can I be yours if I'm annoying?
Kuku: I think I can take it. I like irritating people.
Me: You like irritating people but find them annoying? Hahahaha!
Kuku: I don't care, you're mine :) :)

Here's something I created. No intentions or motives, just thoughts that flooded my mind. Feels kinda weird creating a poem when there's really no one in mind. Heh. Oh oh it's about a break up btw. Hahaha. Nonetheless, (: Enjoy.

Everyday I wipe my tears away,

So many nights I’ve prayed for you to stay.

I should’ve said all the things that I kept inside of me

And maybe I could’ve made you believe that what we had was all we’d ever need

My friends think I’m moving on but the truth is I’m not that strong

And nobody knows it but me

And I’ve kept all the words you said in a box underneath my bed

And nobody knows it but me

But if you’re happy I’ll get through somehow

But the truth is that I’ve been screaming out

As I watch you leave, it’s getting harder to breathe

No this ain’t how it was suppose to be

While you’re out chasin’ all your dreams, tell me where does that leave me

What about the plans that you left behind, the little white house by the shore line

What about the promise that you made to stay with me till your dying day

Said you’d never go away, are they just things that people say

I wonder where you are tonight and do I ever cross your mind

She wonders what went wrong

Could I have loved a little deeper

Or did I hold on too strong

How Does It Feel Like?

2009-07-12T01:50:00.000+08:00

Kayla Kemoly Lau needs some motivation to study!

Basically everything that's around me screams best time to study. The air-con is on and I can't feel the heat from the outside world. I'm actually contributing to it. Heh! My Mcdelivery food has arrived so I can't say I'm hungry. I have no younger brothers nor sisters so i have the whole room to myself which means no one is disturbing me. The door is locked shut so my parents can't nag at me. The table is cleared and only the books I need is on it. Damn, still can't study.
From 9pm till now, I've only completed 2 worksheets on Digital Fundamentals and Engine Math. Someone please confiscate my laptop/handphone/tv away. Oh and definately the bed too. Just leave the table and my notes with me in this room and I think I'll have an easier time scoring As. Even the floorball stick beside the mirror is driving me nuts. And also the soccer ball, camera, and clothes. Okkayyyy, enough me might be going under the block to study soon. Okayyy yes, that's what I'll do, but it's already 2am.. Hahaha. Should I?

Gahhh! I'm an ass who dont sleep at night and only chooses to turn off her laptop at 3 am in the morning, then wakes up at around 9am-ish. I'm prolly insane enough to only required that little amount of sleep and still be able to be survive each day like that. -_- I need more sleeeeeeep!

And yes, I realised GSS is here and yet I've not really shopped much at all. I need to get so much stuff, and my closet being stagnant is getting on my nerves. I wished for a waking atm just like mummy's, can?

Oh random, the quizes on Facebook gives QUITE accurate results dontcha think? Hahaha. Not bad Facebook. This bogus shit is not to bad at all.

I Want The Hearts & The Dolphins & The Crocodiles.

2009-07-10T23:55:00.006+08:00

Up in the sky, See that bright light? No, Not that one, It's the one on the right.
My oh my, What a pretty sight
That is where we'll spend the night!

Hahaha. Something random I came up with. When you read it, please mind the commas. It sounds nicer with commas. Hahaha. Second star to the right! :D ohhh pitahh!

You know what? It's really funny to be listening to a love song and not having anyone in mind. I find it strange but thats okay. I like music. Music is goooood.
I hope nobody thinks it's not appropriatefor a 17 year old like me to be behaving this way. 'This way', refers to my so-called obsessive compulsive disorder towards Never Neverland and, well, faith, trust and being a tad retarded. No I won't/don't resent anyone calling me childish,because maybe, I am.

On a lighter note,

I keep myself happy. (:

It'll Go Away, It Always Does.

2009-07-09T22:39:00.003+08:00

I'm pretty proud of myself this whole week. I've been trying my best to complete all my homework myself. Minimal copying of other's tutorial work.
I've also been using less of the laptop which explains the not updating blogger and not taking as much facebook's quizes. Haha.
I've been attending ALL training sessions too. The thought of slacking havent been in my mind. Ive been pushing myself hard, I know it. Know why? Cause my friends around me told me not to push myself too hard. Hahaha. I know I know, my injury and all. But that aint gonna stop me. I know I'll pull through.
I've not been texting in school either. Okay maybe only during break time. BUT other than that, I dont even text in those boring lessons. Awesome Possum?
My tv watching is only restricted to the 1 hour after Im back from training, and then its sleep at eleven plusplus everynight.

My week pretty much went like that. Hahaha. Okay, I might be exagerating a lil. But nehhbermind at least those are what I've been trying to do for the past few days lah.

Track Gym Training on Friday.
Floorball friendly on Saturday.
Family Day Outing on Sunday.
Busy or whuuuuut!?! -_-

Why am I feeling LIKE THIS? Maybe I just needa know _______.

Tuesdays I Lay Awake

2009-07-07T23:46:00.003+08:00

Okay Guess What?

I ______________________

& I ___________________.

(FILL IN THE BLANKS)

Stay Home Sunday

2009-07-05T19:33:00.004+08:00

I miss Clan's Outings. I miss everyone of yaw.

To Amanda and Noreen:

I strained my groin. Im fine now I think.

It still hurts BUT dont worry aight?

Hahaha. See ya on monday people!

Hey look. I changed my blogskin. Heh! Pokkadots. I was trying to look for something nicer, then I got bored of looking. So I guess this will do. Hehehe. Anyways! Tomorrow is the start of another week. The start of trainings and extra classes and looking for places to have lunch. Hahaha. That has always been fun. Know why? Cause my class just cant decide. If you're an engine student, you'll somehow see a bunch of Gundus walking up and down of engine's hallway. Hahaha. That'll be my Fab class. Hahaha. Cause we just cant decide whether we wanna have lunch at Itas or Mensa or Breadboard. -_______-''' Yeah so we will jalan-jalan like as if we're shopping at Orchard. Gahhh. So I stayed home the entire day, finished up the essay for Writorial and watched tveeeee all the way. Oh did I not mention, my parents arent home for the weekend. So make a guess what time I woke up today? Heeeeeee. Shant tell you lar, later I get labelled as Pig.

Oh oh I got random people texting and calling me.

Actually only 2 people.

Kay here's the first.

Weirdo #1 : Osewani Narimas. Asuno school no basyoga Dunearn kara JurongEast ni henkoutinarimashita yoroshikuonegai itashimasu. Albirex:Taniguchi.

Me Replied : ??

My Jap friend told me that the weirdo is asking me how to get to Dunearn School from JurongEast. Wth right? And how the hell did this person get my number?!?!?!?

Weirdo #2 : Missed call at 5.32am.

Me : Erm hello, you called this number at 5am? May I know who are you?

Weirdo #2 : Im kai. You are?

Me : Kai?? From where??

Weirdo #2 : Kai from Jurong west. Can I get to know you better?

Me : ?! Haha. Sorry but I dont do this kind of shit, anyways have a nice day ahead..and Please dont contact this number again. Thankyou.

Hahaha. What the heck right? Heh!

Im so bored right now. So dam bored. I watched a total of 3 shows on HBO. Anaconda, Bring It On: In it to win it, and The Strangers. Now lemme show you a photo of this hotstuff who acted in Bring it on. Super Cute Smile.MICHAEL COPON!

*melts*

Kay Nights All. (:

Thankful Grateful

2009-07-04T00:50:00.000+08:00

Loves.

Thankyou Divya for being there! :D Letting me drink ye water and finding my stuff(s) and holding me up cause of my strained groin. Heeeee! Yes yes I appreciated that(: Oh super duper thankyou to Axel Maximus and his mum, Axel for accompanying me home and his mum for fetching me. Thankyou Chan, for making me feel paisey cause I did something in front of him. Thankyou to the 2boys-i-dont-know-their-name. Boy#1 for looking at me cause I was in pain and crying -__-'' and Boy #2 for offering me his 100plus. Hahaha. Yeah thankyou Ashley[he's a guy okay? Yeah i know what you're thinking], & Al-Ansari, for making my laugh while Im in pain. Thankyou Izzat for the endless smiles -_-'' Oh yeah and thankyou to Juicyyy who helped me in my long jump jumps. To all who asked if I am alrights, yes I am. No worries everybodehhhh, Im strong lar dey -_-'' And thanks for the concern! Heh heh heh. Also, Thankyou Coach for the prizes. Last but not least, Thankyou Aunty Grace for the awesome curry chicken!

Ryan Allen Sheckler

2009-07-03T00:10:00.002+08:00

His Smile Makes Me Weak In My Knees.

Gosh I miss skating. ):
So much to do yet so little time! Past few days have been nothing but trainings and school for me. No Me-Time. -_- Kay whatever.

Thankyou shaun for listening to my rants. Hahaha.

Oh and Thankyou Zully Wully, Syamim, Zulfadli, and Yan for the ghostly stories.

Kept me awake all the way till I got home. Seriously I was scared to my wits caused of all the experiences you guys have. I was thinking, if I were to be in ye shoes, encountering it myself.. Woah dont think my puny heart can take it manzxzxz. Hahaha. Oh yeah, if you dont know, Im not all that brave okay? When it comes to these issues, Im a fucken mouse like panic! at the disco. I might cry and scream like a hyena. The crazy things I would do when Im freaking out, Dont think you wanna know. Heeee.

Kay tmr(today) is friday! Last day of school, and the start of Track's Sports day -_-'' I cant believe we're having a sports day for trackers uh. I think it's really unneccassary please.. Ohwell. Hmm at the same time, Im super excited for it. I cant wait. I wanna see if I still have IT! Yeah IT=Speed. Heh Heh. Alrights I shall go ahead to bed now before it gets any later and i'll start complaining the day after cause I aint got enough sleep. Hurhur. Nights Peacocks!

Oh yes one more thing, I changed my playlist. Hahaha.

Abit of oldschool. Hope yaw like. Toodles!

Captain Planet

2009-07-01T00:06:00.003+08:00

It takes no time to fall in love,but it takes you years to know what love is.
It takes some fears to make you trust,it takes those tears to make it rust.
Mood : Shagged yet Fantastically Happy (: (:
Today's floorball friendly was freaking awesome!! (: I simply love it! Seriously. Ive never felt so hyped up before, no wait.. lemme take that back. Hmm, I HAVENT felt so hyped up for a very long time, and Today was the day. Heeee. Oh guess what? We won lar dey! Hahahaha. And I helped put one digit on the score board! :D Hurhurhur. Awesome shit can! Wheeeee. First friendly for me, against ITE West, and I scored. Wheeee. Yes so can you sensed the excitement. Hahaha. Oh the ITE girls were, well, hahaha, full of 'it'. Yeah, vulgarities flowing like the yellow river like that. But nonetheless, the showed good sportsmanship. Heee. I kept apologising to the ite girls cause yeah, I like ramming into them.. Hahaha. Makes me feel strong :P HAH! Oh oh I rammed into this one girl, and I fell on my ass. Hahaha. Wtf. Guess she was stronger/sturdier than I am. (: K enough of my today. May tomorrow be a better day for all (:

Revenge Is Sweet, But Sugar Is Sweeter(?) (:

2009-06-29T23:38:00.004+08:00

People who talk about their dreams, are actually trying to tell you things about themselves they’d never admit in normal conversations.

Oh hey there. Nothing much really happened today. Except the fact that I watched Transformers! Heeee. Yes like finally! Anyhoo, the movie was great(: Oh oh wish me&team luck for tmr's floorball friendly against (?)ITE okayyyyy? Jyeah ayite Im done. Gonna continue doing my shaggy presentation and froggy Dfund and yuggy EngineMath. Ahak, so have a great day tomorrow everyone!

Loves.

High Over You

2009-06-28T23:03:00.002+08:00

Trying to forget someone you loved is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

Twist Lick & Dip - Oreo

2009-06-27T21:32:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening To: The Importance of Being Idle - Oasis

This song makes me think. Hahaha. So dont mind me.

+ + + +

Why do something tomorrow, when it could be done the day after tomorrow? There is always tomorrow. When in doubt do nothing. Its better to have loafed and lost than never to have loafed at all. What is liberty? Leisure. Happiness depends on Leisure. Workers can't think. If you are losing your leisure, you may be losing your soul. He who loafs last loafs longest. Imagination is more important than knowledge. All the evil people in the world are already busy. To idle people every day is a festival. You cannot think and work at the same time. Children ought to be idle -- it's good for them. Thinkers don't work and workers don't think.

Well,

Im just saying.

Anyways I had floorball training today. I must say, I feel way more comfortable with my techniques and everything. And yes I definately feel that Ive improved! Heee. So instead of playing Center today, I was playing forward. Stella(coach) says that I have to work on my shots. Heh! Okay Coach! :D

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Oh so after training, Ogawa(Captain), Baoyi, Nabilah, Nas and I went for dinner at Techno. Yupp we had the usual, and I had 2 wonderfool cups of Chilled Cold Milo. Best Ive tasted cause it's home-made, but well in this case, kopitiam-made. Hahaha. Dinner was fantabulous, and then we headed on home at 6pm-ish. Yeah. Missed my 23 bus, had to wait another freaking 15mins for the other one. Gahh after training, the only thing on my mind is to get home quickly and rest my legs. Oh and furthermore, I had to iced my fregging knee to prevent my injury from reviving. Heh. So instead of reaching home early, I got home at 7 close to 8. -_-

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I just finish watching 10'000 B.C. Man Camilla Belle's eyes are so prettyeee! I want her eyes! It's fregging green! If only... Hahaha. Kay im tired now! Nights all! :D

Michael Jackson Rest In Peace

2009-06-26T17:25:00.009+08:00

Look what I found in my Heart Disk? (:

Nothing of any great note is happening.

Today has been way too boring for me. Heh. Finished class at 12 and that was it. No plans at all after that. Went for lunch at ITAS with classmates: Ilyas, Afiq and Zayd.

That's when Piriyah texted me, asking if I wanted to watch a movie.

I was overjoyed!

Ecstatic I must say!

Till she said she was tired and felt like going home.

Hahaha. And so was I.

Man I so wanted to go, but the timing aint right. If only she wanted to come to tampines!then definately I'll be able to make it for dinner at home.

Yes I have to go back for dinner on friday -_- Friday Rule, dont ask.
So movie date with Pipeypo was cancelled! Hehehe! :P Next time okays? Meet up soon before school starts! (:

........

Anyhoo, classmates needed to go pray, so off then went; leaving me alone to rot. Hahaha.

Then met the other bunch of guys. Lets name them, since Im so free right now..

I met

Zul, Hafir, syazWan, Nnas, Amalul, IzzatTorres, Izzad, Aziz, FaizOsman, Faris, Burhan, Kamal, WenQiang, and Idk the name of the other two guys.

Zully and Izzat wanted to watch transformers too, but only after their prayers. I was feeling really lazy just to wait for them after prayers so I didnt watch it with them. Jyeah, they too, left for prayers shortly after, but at least I wasted another half an hour with them before I headed on home.
******

Then I met Amanda Lye, Floorball mate, she told me that floorball was going to have elimination for the makings of Team representation. Woah hardcore or whut! So yeah.. Training on Saturday is a must, it's been so long since I went for court training. Geee. Anyways, I ate Oreo from seven-eleven on the way home. Heeee. The great tasting cream in the center left me yearning for more. Im going to get more later (: Hurhurhurrr. So I got home at 2:15, showered and slept for awhile.

Woke up, &watched tveee. (: (: (:

There was this show 'Frequency' on HBO, and jyeah it's an amazing show. I think it's an old film but nonetheless, it's good. Slept again till dinner time -_- gah yesh I am v v sleepy today! Been dozing off everywhere I go. Teeheee. Had some funny chicken thing for dinner and sooo yeah, Im here watching youtube videos. Yes Im feeling quite lifeless today :/ No plans what! What can I do? Heh. Oh oh. Crappers, I forgot what I wanted to say. 0_O

*scratches head, thinking*

-_-

Sidetrack<<

'try to reach out to you; touch my hand, reach out as far as I can'

-David Archuleta

*gasp*
it's Anthony Green!

Ex-vocalist of Saosin.
scream with me!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

^^^^^^

Lookie look at what I found?!

Drake Bell live at New Jersey, with his song, Up Periscope.

It's a very naughty song.

HAHAHAHAHA! But it has a unique vibe to it.

He's pretty awesome live ain't he?!?!

It's a pity he's not very cute anymore.
But still, his voice melts me as much as Anthony Green's.

An extract of the lyrics: (READ!)

If I could have a single wish,

I'd only wish to never miss it,

when you wake up and smile.

It makes me happy when you steal a little kiss

before you wake me up to listen to the news for a while

and when you're creeping out of bed

I sneak a peek to see just what you were wearing last night

or what was leftover from ripping off our clothes

I check to see that door was closed as you were turning out the lights

Whoever said romance was over, roll over

so I can show you

don't you want me to be the captain of your submarine

Up Periscope

that's what I say, that's just my way

of saying that I love you, I do

Oh oh I found something else too. It was on haeqal's blog, and yes I found it v v v amusing! One that will keep you nodding ye head and laughing along.

[Pause my song first okay?]

:D :D :D ~ ~ ~

Okay!! Now refrain from NOT laughing!

When you read, you're supposed to imagine the scene

of when someone does it to you or vice versa.

Extracted from HERE

(I only took the hilarious ones.)

Check this outzxzx !

WAYS TO ANNOY PEOPLE!

22. Signal that a conversation is overby clamping your hands over your ears.

23. Holler random numbers while someone is counting.

24. Staple papers in the middle of the page.

25. Honk and wave to strangers.

26. TYPE ONLY IN UPPERCASE.

27. type only in lowercase.

28. dont use any punctuation either

29. As much as possible, skip rather than walk.

30. Drum on every available surface.

32. Set alarms for random times.

34. Begin all your sentences with "Ohh la la!"

37. Push all the flat Lego pieces together tightly.

39. Finish the 99 bottles of beer song.

42. Never make eye contact.

43. Never break eye contact.

46*. As people talk, smell their shoulders. ^^^^ :D

76*. Stand on a busy corner. Gasp, look and point up. See how many people look.

95*. Continue to ask someone,"Is this annoying? Is this annoying?" Over and over and over.

Alrights that's it.

There's more, but jyeah Im tired already.

Heeeee!

To ___:

How are you?

We havent been contacting since that day.

No friends no more? Hmm..

Just want you to be happy.

cheers(:

**Ps - Dont think it's you cause it's not. And after what you said to me, I realised what kind of person you are. I shouldnt have trusted you at all. I shouldve followed my gut feeling and just left while I could. God how could I have been so stupid. I shouldve known from the start, I shouldve known. And yes you want me to delete ye number right?! Already did, every memory every moment, deleted.. Oh yeah one more thing! Thanks, thanks for nothing _l_

Yeah that has been bottling in me since ____ . Whatever it is, Im fine now, (:BTW, this is a really long post manzxzx. First time first time. Ohwell, nights all ! Till whenever (: mwahs! (:

Beautiful Dreamer

2009-06-25T23:57:00.003+08:00

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon
Little boy blue and the man in the moon
(: (: (: (: (:

Hi folks.

I do not know why am I blogging.

I so tired right now.

Maybe cause I feel like it.

Anyhoooo,

Training is fineeeee senors senors!

Hum hummm hummmy wummy!

I am half asleep while I am typing this.

Oh man..

My eyes are hurting from staring at the screen.

Mmmmm kayyyy

I shall bid you folks farewell, till whenever (:

Sophisticated

2009-06-24T22:26:00.004+08:00

One Night With These Peaches.

I just love the fact that when everytime I meet up with either one of my peaches, I feel calm and serene. One, for the fact that whatever I do, I dont have to explain myself(unless there's a need to). I love my peaches! Cause they're ever-so-wonderfoooooool! Heeee! (:

Kay, tmr got track training again.

Pray that my muscles wont ache!

Nights everyone!

Best Years

2009-06-22T23:47:00.003+08:00

Evan Taubenfeld! *melts*

Hahaha. Kay so today is the start of school after the not-very-long term break. Heee. Jyeah. It wasnt as exciting as I thought it would be. -_-'' Now I miss the holidays. I heard that RP has stopped school cause of the case in their school, some kid has H1N1. Something like that.. woah scary! Hahaha. But yeah lucky Tp wasnt infected. If not school would have to stop. Oh wait.. that's a great idea aint it? Heeeeee.
Go to this website to vote for school to have another break aight? Dont let Rp have all the fun (:
***
Heeee. Anyhooz, I have a floorball friendly tomorrow in school, against some ITE. And guess what?! I cant participate!

WHY!?!??!!

Because my Track coach wouldn't allow me ): ): ): ):
sdjfksbjklgbajlgbvhjlabfejalbrfjbf! Gahh! Im pissed! Wahh freaking sad can?! It's all because my knee hurt the other time, and she(track coach) claims that it must be cause of floorball, when the fact is that IT IS NOT! Grrrrr. So I cant play tmr. NeeeeeeeeeByeeeeee! Ive never played a friendly before with my team!!! And I was all hyped up yknow. Dam. Super disappointed I tell you.

Ohhwell what's done is done and cant be undone.

Alrights now life.

Something more in depth.

Somehow I sense that a great opportunity is slipping through my fingers. Every time I’m given a chance to achieve something, I try my best to do so. And just when I’m so bloody close to the objective, the ground opens up and swallows me. Or at least that's how I'm feeling.
I feel like I’m always starting things then giving up halfway through. Perhaps life would soon realise this and stop presenting me with the same opportunities over and over again. Or perhaps, by always giving up when I had only started, I had exhausted all possible paths without even taking a single step.
I don't know? Maybe I'm just thinking too much. Hmm, I’ve always needed a catalyst. But nothing is stern/handy enough. I should really go through a tormenting torture session with nothing in the room except for my ______. Yes I admit I am easily distracted by the slightest of things. But I'll try to deal with it head-on. Hmm yeah, maybe that's what I'll do. Hmmm.

Nticipate!

2009-06-21T22:23:00.003+08:00

School Starts Tomorrow.

To Zully & Mimz:

Goreng Pisang & Bandung on me.

Take The White Pill

2009-06-20T22:29:00.003+08:00

Holla.
Surprisingly i can't wait for school to resume. Like really bad! The aftermath of today's floorball training was aching knee/shoulders/calfs/hamstrings and everywhere else!! Oh and i starved myself to the max! Didnt have anything for lunch nor breakfast. All the way till 6.30pm plus plus. Gahhh! Serious shit, I couldve had a bad gastric ache, but noooooo -_-'' I had my stuuuupid period. Ugh! Anyways I went to check my weight just a couple of minutes ago, and i'm still fabulous 50(: yes! I was taken aback by it.Prolly the weighing machine wasn't working that well. But still still! Giving it a benefit of doubt(: I am average.

All the best to hamka and the rest who are Silat-ing tomorrow!

May the force be with you.

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Hahaha. I dont know what to blog about. -_-'' Oh Im staying home tmr(today)(sunday). To finish my work due tmr! Great last min work aye? Hahaha. Well what can I say, that's me. (:

Nights Appleheads.

Humphery The Bear

2009-06-20T01:08:00.003+08:00

Meet Do-ra-e-mon.

Alrights so Im here, chatting with IzzatTorres & Kaminator. Hahaha. Weirdos. But dam they're keeping my night alive. I was so dam bored just now. Anyways thanks guys. See you soon! (:

Thursday Meet Ups

2009-06-18T23:30:00.003+08:00

Oh my loves. Went to meet up with my lovelies at Clarke Quey today. Yes it is definately nice to see most of you! For those who didnt come, till the next meeting aight? Wheee~

Arabia Island Smoking Up

2009-06-18T00:59:00.003+08:00

Went Arab Street with the Munyaks today.
One word,
Fantastic.
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Oh yes, takecare of ye belly Boy-Pernicious. And thankyou Jamie & Dom for messing up my hair. Thanks a trillon. Oh Malcom, thankyou for coming, like FINALLY you came! Yeah and Thankyou Ruben for the counter attacks to a certain someone whose name shall not be mentioned. Last but not least, thankyou Noreen for taking the many pretty photos.

Love You To Bits.

I wanna go for training!! *wink*

A Kayla B Bayla C Cayla

2009-06-17T00:28:00.003+08:00

Aloha Yoodles.

As planned, I met Zully at Kallang. Yes he was being an awesomely-best-bud to come fetch me from Kallang's Mrt cause I didnt know how to get to Kallang's Cage myself. Hahahaha! Thankyou Zully Wully! (You better be reading this). Oh and yes I still owe you and Syamim ye Goreng Pisang & Bundung! HAHAHA. Kay set when school starts aight guys?

So was at Cage with the many people I do not really recognise was kinda... not so bad. Haha. Okay I admit I was feeling kinda bored, but it aint that bad. See Nnas, I came! For you! So what must you say? Heeeee. Oh and Nnas, takecare of ye fragile head okay? After kenna wack by ball, I know pain, dont act cool horrr. HAHAHAH! Right so after watching them boys kick balls for 4 hours -_-''', we headed to KFC for lunch. MmmM yummy cheesefries calling my name! Hahah. Yeah Im feeling abit hungry right now. Heh! OKkKkay back to the story, so ate ate ate then I was supposed to go for Floorball training, but plans changed, so hurhurhur. In the end, Zully Wully, Kamarul Ariffin Bin Yusof (new friend from TPJC), Syamimz and I went to Tampines Mall to chill. Played 'Donkey' & 'Steal' on the roof of Tamp1. Hahaha. New game Zully taught us. Quite fun! But I always lose. Nonetheless, I had tons of fun. Then Mimz & I decided to catch a movie. *Zul, dont gimme the face, there's nothing on* We watched 'Drag me to hell'.

Oh funny thing is, when we're giving our tickets to the entrance guy, he told us.. 'Okay now get ready to go to hell' Hahahaha. Swear it was the lamest shitzxzxz ever man. I think the entrance guy was feeling kinda bored on his night shift, So torturing us with his unnecessarily jokes.

Aight so the movie wasnt so bad. Still kinda freaky. Cause like all freaky movies, the lead actor/actress will perish no matter what. That's how cliche horror movies are, dont you agree?

Right after, I was accompanied by Syamim the Creep(self-proclaimed: my protector) to the bus stop. Thankyou aight? And fyi - I didnt see the green tubedress lady! *phew*

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Hahaha. So today was fun-packed. Oh talking bout pack, I needed go grab an ice-pack to ice my busted knee. Yeah I screwed my knee while playing captain's ball the other day. :/ Gahh. Get well soon kneeeeee. (: Weeeew! I cant wait for tmr! Know why? Cause Im meeting the Munyaks! :D Huahuahua! :D

Arab Street + Awesome Buddys = Excited excited I am!

Syamim Ajmal Bin Jamaluddin Bin Md Noor

2009-06-16T00:26:00.001+08:00

Have no fear, cause Syamim The Creep is here!

Another Day Perhaps?

2009-06-15T00:37:00.003+08:00

I'm bashful, I'm blue and I really want to dance with you

I have horns and a tail and my ego is for sale

I AM BORED. There’s nothing to do in town and nothing to do at home these days. Not that Ive got no homework, but yeah knowing me. Heh! So tell me! Name me a place to go. I want to travel to Malaysia, needa do some shopping while I still have the time. GSS making me excited. Oh well. Guess for now, I gotta conjure up my own fun. Oh not to forget, Ive got tons of trainings coming my way. Gahhh! -_-''

Oh one more thing! Im meeting The Clan at Kallang's Cage before Floorball Training on Tuesday. Cant wait!

Floorball At A Whole New Level

2009-06-14T21:32:00.001+08:00

Techtonik music + Zorro Moves = Brillant!

T A G G I E Soup

2009-06-14T00:51:00.003+08:00

Tag Replies.

K > Zul: Yes yes zully wully I want my Vans!! Care to but me a pair? Heh heh heh! And someone's birthday's coming ayeee? Hahaha! I've got Peace by the river.....

K > `Pernicious: Yeah I love love love the green one! And also the first pair! :D But.. *ka-ching ka-ching* Hahaha. y'know, needa save up first (: & jyeah I wouldnt wanna be caught wearing the same pair of shoes with someone else. Hohoho!

K > Amanda: Thankyou Thankyou! And yes I think the first pair is quite cool! :D I want I want I want.. Mummy mummy, Put some money in my piggybank can?

K > me!: Erm whoever you are, Hahaha. Thanks~

Oh guess who? Im BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK (:

Kay Im tired. Blog again tmr!

NIghts Peas.

Ayee Cross

2009-06-11T21:21:00.003+08:00

Mummy Mummy Can I import a pair of Vans?

Prettyaye pluu-easeee?

^^^^^^^^^^^^

The urge for it is rapidly increasing day by day. Singapore! Please import Vans shoes from America? Im getting sick of seeing the same ones that everyone is wearing -_-'' Jyeah call me fussy. I dont care what you think of me. I just want me shoes! Buuuh!

Oh greeeaatttt! Ive got Track Camp tomorrow. Wah what a great time to spoil my weekend. Gahh. Ive got plans you know?! Like on Saturday, Ive got floorball training and the guys offer to assist with the techniques for those who needs help. And YES I NEED HELP! I needa work on my shooting cause Im playing Center, hence I would need to try scoring sometimes. Grrr! Waste my chance to practice up. Nah Nah Nah~

OKay SO SINCE IM GOING, I'll LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE!

Alrights, firstly, more bonding time with my pals! :D Heh Heh Heh. 2ndly, Training for track will start again. Hopefully I wont die during warm up. -_-'' Hahaha. Yeah. Also! Meet MORE friends! (: Hurhurhur. Aight that's all the 'bright-sides' I could think of. (:

Whoooooosh! Gotta go pack for tmr! (:

Will be back on Saturday Night!

Good Day Peaches!

Chocolates Can Last For A Year

2009-06-11T01:36:00.001+08:00

I was just thinking.

You know how paper and its cousins all come from trees. You kinda don’t really think about the fact that so many things you use were actually trees. Like my assignment is printed on a tree. I blow my nose into a tree. Haha.

It’s like how beef used to be a cow, but you don’t really think about it. And how leather could have been a cow or a crocodile. Funny how you don’t really put much value in a cow, but so much in that gourmet steak, or the leather handbag. It’s all these names we’ve given to things that make us forget the source.

I’m sure there’s some sort of intelligent analogy I could draw from this. How long does chocolate last for? I mean not like so you can eat it, but just it being chocolate, is there a point where it’ll start rotting or something?

Ten June Oh Nine

2009-06-11T00:58:00.003+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday Pipey! :D

You know I love you!

One Shot

2009-06-10T01:08:00.003+08:00

Oh today, I saw a guy just only a half mile away.
Dam he's hot, I swear he is, this I must say.

He looking so fine, I wanna make him mine.

Hahaha I must dreaming!

Not this time, this is for real, I swear I aint kidding.

Your name I yearn, and just as I turn

I stumbled upon your smile.

Heart beating faster, mind under pressure

'Would you mind staying with me for awhile?'

Urging to ask, or should I pass, and wait another day.

I know this aint right, Im crazy this way, but it's me,

so what can I say?

Emotocon Is Attacking! Run And Save Yaselfs!

2009-06-09T00:20:00.004+08:00

Body feels like a shitbag.- Jaded.
Head’s spinning since yesterday.
I predict riot on the inside.
I feel like a brave warrior.
Except, minus the brave. Add the sick.

Last night I went to sleep feeling hungry like never before. Today I woke up smiling like I mean it. Dont ask me why. For all I care, you can call me weird.

*Inhales.. Anyhoo! There's no school for 2 weeks! Hallelujah! Weeeew!
I havent figured out how that sounds, but i thought I’ll try something new ayee? Weeew. I have’t figured out if its for the good or for the bad either. (Ah, just weew like you mean it). Hahaha. Exhales..*

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I was talking to Sarah about what my cousins and I get up to back in the days. Then it hit me. Everyone’s changing. We cousins, arent as close as we were before. Jyeah, I miss them. You know how some people can sense changes? Then adapt in no time? I wished I was one of them but unfortunately I’m not cool like that. I’ll still be holding on to the slightest and silliest things, trying desperately to weave the days into silk again; then slowly but surely, regain all lost momentum. Urgh can people not drift??

Alrights soooo, the day before yesterday(sunday), I went to Ruben's and Skyrocket's gig. Accompanied by Noreen Herman and Yono. Hahaha. Great music and though awkward atmosphere, we managed to have fun singing out LOUD!(cause no one can hear us through the ramming of the drums/guitar.) I left early, hence missing out on the most fantabluous thing that happen. *wags eyebrows* Hahaha. Kay anyways congrats to nor! *cheeky smile* HAHAHAHAH! :D
Now for yesterday(monday),

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO MARIAM SHAZANA! Though we arent contacting each other as frequent, I still hope that you are oh-so-happy with ye life and jyeah, hope you had a fun-filled day with ya loved ones. :D Misses!

Oh and I went out with Sarah, Wan, Hafir, Zul, Fadli, and Aziz. We had a picnic. Though it was only for awhile and not all of them were there, we had fun with each others' company. And I enjoyed myself. Not to forget, I spilled milk on myself. (: Photos are still in Sarah's DSLR, so no peektures for today.

And for today!(Tuesday). I've got floorball training later at 5.30pm. Yeah late in the evening, so my oh my, what am I gonna do till then?

Thats all! :D Nights Peas (:

Party Without The 'Y'

2009-06-08T02:44:00.002+08:00

Looking at my life through a tiny hole.

To emo kid:

Thankyou.